This love of which I speak is slow to lose patience—it looks for a way of being constructive. It is not possessive: it is neither anxious to impress nor does it cherish inflated ideas of its own importance.
(1 Corinthians 13:4 J.B. Phillips)
Shake off your routines like bedcovers
Plant your feet on the groundfor the journey
Clear your eyes of sleep
Take in the sight of a new dayfor loving your God
(Rachel G. Hackenberg)
I like my routines. I get up every morning. I brew a cup of coffee to sip and warm my hands, while I read my devotions.
Then I find my pen and write in my journal.
In my journal, I start out with recording the day, the date, the time
and the place. I make some observation
about how I feel or record something from the day before that stood out as
important.
And for Lent, I am writing love letters to God, which as I’ve said isn’t
as easy as it sounds.
Last week as Lent began I received the ashes on my forehead. The
words spoken that day jolted me.
And this week, the words, "Repent and believe the gospel," continue to confront me.
I was expecting “ashes to ashes, dust to dust” and instead I was
startled by the word, “Repent!”
And the charge to “Believe the
gospel,” initiated a spiritual crisis. Do I really believe the gospel? What does
it mean to believe the gospel? Or more accurately, what would my life look like
if I took God at His word that I am redeemed and forgiven?
Maybe I wouldn’t reach for the TV remote as often. Maybe I wouldn’t
doubt God’s love. Maybe I would be more gracious towards those who disappoint
me. Maybe I could stop being so angry. (I made the rash decision to give up anger for Lent. It's not going so well. I need to get rid of it, but that's my dilemma, I tend to hoard anger.)
Maybe, just, maybe I would get out of bed and greet each new day with joy because
Jesus lives and loves!
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I love your transparent heart, Kel. Thanks for sharing your thoughts. Truly, words to pause and think about. Have a wonderful day with Jesus!
ReplyDeleteThanks Diane! I am having a wonderful day with Jesus, hunkered down at home...we have a "sleet" day...which I hope turns into fluffy snow soon :)
DeleteI appreciate this gut-honest post, KeL (as all of yours are). I don't think routines are a bad thing. I need them to stay on track and to make the journey. I guess though I need to be open to God's Spirt. Sometimes, like with real trains, He switches my tracks and puts new routines in place.......like right now on my mini Radical Sabbatical. Like you, I"m rising, cup in hand (mine filled with hot tea, laced with cream and honey), and I"m reading His Word and journaling. But a routine track He's switched for me, is that I am not reading any other spiritual material. During this time, I feel He just wants to speak to me through His Word and in my journal. Being a Christian author who feeds on words of other authors, this is really, really hard. But God is meeting me in this place of obedience. Also, He is calling me to repent, just as He is you. But doesn't He really call all of us to do this at all times......confess and repent, confess and repent, confess and repent.....kind of like a train clicking its rhythm down the track. As a matter of fact, repentence (sincerely felt and meant) really does keep us on track with the Lord. But it is nto easy, is it (as you are discovering)? Repent and believe, repent and believe, repent and believe. I like the sound of that, too!
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Lynni- Yes, God is calling to us repent routinely! I agree routines are good...and I like them, but it is good for me to hold them with an open hand, because life is always changing and God redirects us, too. I love your train track analogy!
DeleteI want to hug you right now. Isn't this the way? We make a promise, a pledge, a pact, an attempt to stop ______, to do a better job of ______, to start ______, to participate in _____ more often. And on and on. And we falter and fall. And what do you know? There's Jesus, taking us anyway. Incredible, indescribable grace. No wonder it's so hard to believe. I mean, who DOES that?
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I love that quote, "Shake off your routines like bedcovers." Some days I don't want to get out of bed, just like I don't want to get rid of routines. Great encouragement!
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